From 2006 because . .

Soulmates need a free spirit. That suggests optimizing situational liberties, not necessarily lacking in moral content while accepting survival-related adjustments in life style. To reach the goal of living forever, I need to keep survival safeguards right along side good health habits as defaults (where I go ever waking day). But the unconstrained spiritual side goes to wonderful places, all conducive to loving her. Yesterday's piss trip and todays focus on heat are typical places replete with discovery. Sweating in the coolness of January requires physical exertion = workout = endorphin buzz a la poke....washing out the toxins. So yesterday's remarks to the sib about awaiting the HOT just may be based on that buzz and not just the underwater excursions and chaise parking. But today is privy to its version of that buzz and I'm taking every drop of it. If we look at scenes in a movie as life, do we want to break it into doable size takes (YES) then do each take many times until it's no longer getting any better (??) or do each take several times, but all different, then stop at some point and select the best (MAYBE)? The reality is that the nation building drill going on over there is just a drill for the inevitable rebuilding here (we don't care if the pipelines and roads actually get completed, we just want to practice for doing it here to see how many armed security guys are needed & how many are too few/many, etc.). Today's stimulation to my frontal lobe is straight ahead. Maybe its true that you have to put the left brain asleep first. Mine's snoring. Conversational update on why doctors should be in my self-fix is our topic, no power-points necessary, just infuse it with romance